thats when i realised...

Lying in my bed
looking out of the window
I saw the birds chirping
I saw them being happy
and I turned to hold you
but you werent there,
thats when I realized
that you had gone.

Walking through the park
looking at the children play
I saw the lovers kissing
I saw them being together
and I turned to smile at you
but you werent there,
thats when I realised
what was going on.

Sitting at my desk
looking at the clock
I saw others talking on the phones
I saw them checking on each other
and I turned to take your call
but it wasnt there,
thats when I realised
something was terribly wrong.


Having my dinner
looking at the others
I saw the couples talking
I saw them sharing the meal
and I turned to eat from your hand
but you werent there,
thats when I realised
it had been so long.

Lying in my bed
looking at the ceiling
I saw nothing
I saw just nothing
and I turned to look at your face
but you werent there,
thats when I realised
it was already dawn.